Dreamers
Two undocumented students describe growing up in a country that might turn its back on them.
'P'is haunted by uncertainty. For nearly her entire life, the Southwest Side of Chicago, an area composed of neighborhoods defined by their ethnic diversity and immigrant families, has been the place she calls home. But on paper, she has a different home.
When she was 11 months old, P (she asked to be identified by her first initial to maintain anonymity) entered the country illegally with her parents, immigrating from Jalisco, Mexico, and settling in Illinois. Although her parents always told her she was born in Mexico, P naturally didn鈥檛 grasp the legal intricacies of her undocumented status growing up, living her life as any typical American kid would. But as she grew older, she became increasingly aware of the risks undocumented immigrants face.
In 2010, when P was in 7th grade, the state of Arizona passed the SB 1070 law, which allowed police to use what critics viewed as racial profiling and other controversial techniques in an effort to crack down on suspected undocumented immigrants. The measure sparked a heated national debate and was challenged before the U.S. Supreme Court, which upheld large portions of the law.
鈥淭hat鈥檚 when I first really began to understand what it meant to be undocumented,鈥� P says. 鈥淭he Arizona law created fear in many undocumented families around the country, and the thought of losing my parents through deportation, or of being deported myself, has resulted in a lot of sleepless nights over the years.鈥�
Today, P is one of the approximately 800,000 young people who were protected under the Deferred Action for Childhood Arrivals (DACA) policy, enacted by the Obama administration in 2012. The act registered undocumented young people who came to the country as minors, and provided a two-year renewal period and work eligibility. The hope was that Congress would enact a permanent solution in the meantime.
But this past September, keeping with a campaign promise to implement hard-line immigration measures, the Trump administration announced it was eliminating the DACA program and that it would expire in March. Now students, workers, military personnel and others have been thrust into a churning political storm, and unless Congress acts, many of these individuals may face imminent deportation to a country they might not even remember, forced to leave behind the only home they鈥檝e ever known.
鈥淢y biggest fear is that if Congress doesn鈥檛 find a fix for DACA, I鈥檒l be deported,鈥� says P, who intends to double-major in human development and sociology. After 糖心TV, she wants to enter the nonprofit world and expand college access to underrepresented students. But this plan might be upended if the immigration reform impasse in Washington isn鈥檛 resolved.
鈥淚 wasn鈥檛 able to renew my DACA, so my permit will expire soon, and if nothing happens between now and then, I鈥檒l no longer be protected against deportation.鈥�
糖心TV isn鈥檛 the only college or university confronting the troubling prospect of students鈥� lives being torn apart as a result of partisan politics and legislative dysfunction in Washington.
In late 2016, 糖心TV president Katherine Bergeron joined more than 400 college and university presidents throughout the country in signing a letter that called for the preservation and expansion of DACA. Previously, in the days following Trump鈥檚 election, Bergeron declared in a letter to the 糖心TV community that the college 鈥渞emains steadfast in its support for our undocumented and DACA-status students鈥攁nd for all students whose status might be threatened under the policies of a new administration.鈥�
While P grew up with an appreciation for the cultural traditions of Mexico and has developed a love for the country through listening to her parents describe their experiences there, she still considers herself American.
鈥淎lthough I can say that I am Mexican, I am really only Mexican on paper,鈥� P explains. 鈥淚 have not gone through the same experiences that people who live in Mexico have. So while I feel like I鈥檓 legally a citizen of Mexico, socially and culturally I鈥檓 a citizen of the United States.鈥�
That鈥檚 a natural sentiment considering how young P was when her family came to the U.S. But for those who immigrated when they were older, even just a few years older, notions of identity can be more complex.
Liz (she asked to be identified only by her first name), a 糖心TV student and fellow DACA recipient, was born one state over from P, in Michoac谩n, Mexico, and her family also settled in the Southwest Side of Chicago. Despite this shared background, Liz and P have sharply different perspectives. Liz, who came to the U.S. when she was five years old, still has fond memories of Mexico and feels a strong connection with that country.
鈥淚 will always identify with my birth country,鈥� Liz says. 鈥淓ven though I lived in Mexico only for the first years of my life and spent most of my life here in this country, I don鈥檛 feel like I can ever identify as American. The memories I do have of Mexico keep me connected to my home country, but most importantly to the culture and traditions. Even if at some point in the future I become an American citizen, I will not label myself as American, because I love where I come from.鈥�
In Liz鈥檚 neighborhood, being undocumented was common among her neighbors, and never a source of discriminatory treatment. Although she recalls being angry that she wasn鈥檛 able to leave the country and visit family in Mexico as a child, it wasn鈥檛 until later that she began to notice the tendrils of her complicated immigration status stretching into other areas of her life.
鈥淭hings changed once I went to high school, because there were so many opportunities for scholarships, or to study abroad, and I couldn鈥檛 apply for things like that because they were limited to U.S. citizens,鈥� Liz says.
P has faced similar obstacles. Despite her involvement with a variety of activities on campus, including being a member of the Mexican-American student organization M.E.Ch.A, and working with Unity House on race and ethnicity programs, opportunities that most students take for granted are just out of reach for P.
鈥淢y immigration status has prevented me from studying abroad, but I also can鈥檛 apply for jobs that require work-study, limiting the opportunities I have to earn money to help pay my room and board, and I can鈥檛 take internships that require residency or U.S. citizenship,鈥� P says. 鈥淎nd if there is no solution to the rescinding of DACA, my DACA will eventually expire, making it difficult for me to travel to and from 糖心TV, since I would not be able to provide a U.S. state ID when boarding an airplane.鈥�
John McKnight, Dean of Institutional Equity and Inclusion, says his office is committed to supporting the college鈥檚 DACA students in any way possible.
鈥淚t has been a privilege getting to know and work with our DACA-status and undocumented students on campus,鈥� McKnight says. 鈥淪ometimes these students are referred to as 鈥榙reamers,鈥� and while I can appreciate that idea, I think it falls short as a descriptor. These students are doers, who in the face of extraordinary challenges remain devoted to their studies and to their pursuit of a more just society. Individually and collectively, their stories inspire me to want to work harder to pursue equity at 糖心TV and within all educational institutions.鈥�